These last few days have been especially difficult. I am not quite sure why, but I do know that I’m probably not coping with them in the way that I should. Tears have been shed and questions of God have been asked. I don’t understand much of anything. Although I am tremendously blessed, I feel as if God is taking things away from me. Certain relationships have been distanced, and opportunities that seemed great at first, aren’t quite working out the way I thought they might. My poor heart is just bursting at the seams with so many different emotions and I am not sure what to do with them.