It’s been over 12 hours since I last say my best friend and it feels like much too long already. I know that things will be okay, but right now it all feels like everything is falling apart. He is my best friend and my person I can tell anything and everything. The hardest part is that I don’t even know when I’ll get to see him again.
I have to learn how to actually trust and hope. Not just to say it. Jesus is holding me. The Sovereign Lord is my strength. I need to learn to let go of everything else, and to cling to Him and Him alone. It is so easy to say it and not really follow through.